i miss eloquence.
i was once surrounded by people who knew
beauty of the soul
power of words
passion of the heart.
it is partly my fault,
i have chosen an accessible lifestyle,
one filled with praise for
my passion for reading
my passion for knowledge
my passion to seek the beauty of the world
is it because I struggle with my relationship with the Lord?
or my relationships have morphed into
meaningless banter and trivial fellowship?
i want to go back...
it breaks my heart,
because i don't know how to live for the lord
when I see so many around me falling away,
with the best intentions,
and the purest of Relationships.
It is so difficult to try....when I rarely see fruit.
8 years ago